Poll #1224768 Nintendo has made a big mistake!
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Do you think that Nintendo did a very awful job this year?

Wii...good idea or terrible console name

It's good to be back...

But I was a bit disappointed for Nintendo, now the video game company that everyone hates in America. Then again, most families that have a Wii, some may believe that it's the system that the people can play.  Easy to learn, Easy to play.

Yes I know Wii is a bad system for a lot of hardcore gamer...but do be careful...ranting voices will get people attacked.  What I'm saying is, know your gaming.

This has been on my mind for over a year...

However now I am starting to see why she left him...

My fiancée has began to think that now why his ex-wife has left him...

I'm starting to begin to feel very uncomfortable around his "girlfriend" almost to the point of not trying to even think of him as a friend. He's being totally selfish and self absorbed with her, it's starting to get sickening.

I just don't think what he is doing is right...he should be thinking on how he should be trying to win back something he lost very deeply, and if he fails...it's game over, but i don't think he cares anymore...this girl just absorbed with...[I'm not going into detail...] over him to me.  It's just downright wrong what they're doing here and it is starting to ruin our relationship, but I think we bonded and have found what the problem is, so if it has to be what it has to be...then so be it, I am not going to let my fiancée health, well-being, and happiness go down any further.  Unfortunately the worst happened., we had to deal with her and it felt like that my fiancee is the one is getting hurt so I put my foot down and stop it now.  Now when I sternly told him the truth...he thinks I am threating him...his "girlfriend" is manipulating him so she can have total happiness in the form of our disbandment.  If he wants to amputate ties in our friendship because of the way his little girlfriend wants everyone to like her...just to ruin my fiancee's life...that is not going to happen.  I really think  that he really does not want to hear the truth and just live a life of lies secrets kept and people thinking that he is the greatest friend in the world...but I had enough. 

Now why I see why his ex-wife left him...he's arrogant, selfish, and downright wrong to his true friends when he can't see the real picture.

Sorry if this annoyed any of you, but I had to get it out of my system...

rrrr...
I HATE THAT CAT'S WAY OF LIVING....

it sleeps and eats, and does nothing but whine and cry, but when I yell and get strict on him, my fiancee gets mad at me because I have a FAT, LAZY, ARROGANT CAT! 

I will do what I have to do in order for that cat to get active, even if it means to rationalize his food, he's getting too fat and lazy...so a diet will have to suffice for me and the cat...truth be told, I want a no junk food house in order to see how well

I swear... *unconfomfortable cringe* she babys that cat TOO DAMN MUCH AAARRRRGGGHHHH!!!!!

It's time to redo this meme I did a year ago...

stolen this from inkedcowgirl which in turn I forgot who she stole this from

This time it has gotten higher

1. Smoked pot -- $10
2. Did acid -- $5
3. Ever had sex at church -- $25
4. Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you --$40
*5. Had sex with someone on MySpace -- $25
6. Had sex for money -- $100
7. Ever had sex with a Puerto Rican -- $20
*8. Vandalized something -- $20
9. Had sex on your parents' bed -- $10
*10. Beat up someone -- $20
*11. Been jumped -- $10
12. Crossed dressed -- $10
13. Given money to a stripper -- $25
14. Been in love with a stripper -- $20
15. Kissed someone whose name you didn't know -- $0.10
16. Hit on someone of the same sex while at work -- $15
17. Ever drive drunk -- $20
18. Ever got drunk at work, or went to work while still drunk -- $50
19. Used toys while having sex -- $30
20. Got drunk, passed out, and don't remember the night before -- $20
21. Went skinny dipping -- $5
22. Had sex in a pool -- $20
23. Kissed someone of the same sex -- $10
24. Had sex with someone of the same sex -- $20
25. Cheated on your significant other -- $10
*26. Masturbated -- $10
27. Cheated on your significant other with their relative or close friend -- $20
*28. Done oral -- $5
*29. Got oral -- $5
30. Done / got oral in a car while it was moving -- $25
*31. Stole something -- $10
32. Had sex with someone in jail -- $25
33. Made a dirty home video -- $15
*34. Had a threesome -- $50
35. Had sex in the wild -- $20
*36. Been in the same room while someone was having sex -- $25
37. Stole something worth over more than a hundred dollars -- $20
*38. Had sex with someone 10 years older -- $20
*39. Had sex with someone under 21 and you are over 27 -- $25
40. Been in love with two people or more at the same time -- $50
41. Said you love someone but didn't mean it -- $25
42. Went streaking -- $5
43. Went streaking in broad daylight -- $15
44. Been arrested -- $5
45. Spent time in jail -- $15
*46. Peed in the pool -- $0.50
47. Played spin the bottle -- $5
*48. Done something you regret -- $20
*49. Had sex with your best friend -- $20
50. Had sex with a coworker -- $25
51. Had anal sex -- $80
52. Lied to your mate -- $5
53. Lied to your mate a bout the sex being good -- $25

My fine is $255.50...That's pretty right...so it has to be paid...

What's your fine?

As of right now, I don't have anything else productive to do, and I'm in a stump on where to put things in the spare bedroom in our new bedroom.  So I decided to post the year in review for me.  Let me begin.

January
Things weren't as what they seem as I shelled up $400 for my trail intervention program payment...yeah that'll teach me not to unleash my rage at unruly students, not only that...something began to get very rocky...also my uncle and his family were caught in a tornado...that scared the HELL out of me, I was scared and worried, It takes a while how much you really care about your family.

February
So V-Day rocked [no one to give anything to, and no one to give me anything] plus I got a Nintendo Wii, some new cooking stuff as well...but the rocky thing I was talking about...my friend and his wife separated over a lot of things, don't want to dredge about it, I hate taking sides, she's a very sweet girl (hot, but sweet), and he's my best friend...I'm on nobody's side...but it made my friend very suicidal for a while, he was at total fault, but sometimes you have to forgive and forget...

March
Nothing exciting happened in March, except my friend and his fiancée got married, and i ended up with the garter...does that means something is going to happen...

April
April was boring...nothing exciting happened nope...nothing at all...except having the apartment to myself and that means total perfect peace and quiet...

May
May was crunch time for me for my annual Anime Excursion to Dallas every year...so nothing new, except getting Mario Party 8 for the Wii

June
A-Kon was good, no worries about a hotel room, although I would've gotten one [evil perverted laugh] cause I would have gotten lucky with a hot older cosplayer...BUT, all that came crashing down when I received a message on MySpace about someone wanting to meet me, so I took that chance, and I ended up meeting my fiancée Tabitha, although we were about to break up in July, I guess she didn't want to be hurt, although her her friend Lauren was hot, although she was too frigid...[Sorry Lauren, you just are...]

July
28th birhtday and got some new bookcases, although, I almost got fired twice in the same month...GM was in tyrant mode again, and i was about to be in tyrant killer mode...don't piss me off, unfortunately, the test of trust began at the middle of the month when Tabitha had to go to the hospital for a really bad bedsore...

August
This was the month of trust...can I be trusted by Tabitha...by almost going the whole month to the hospital to see her, although she was being more of a needy female dog, but it was worth to see her smiling face.  

September
Tabitha got out and was happy to be home, so was I, so I decided to take care of her as much as I can...I also got an ultimatum, luckily, that ultimatum was destroyed. 

October
Because things were about to get hectic for me and Tabitha, I decided to move in with her, just to make her happy.  Not only that I threw her a party [although she will not let me keep a secret, because she wants to know everything, just like a spoiled princess, but I know she means well. 

November
We decided that we get a new apartment, because the old one was getting to be a bit cramped...also I decided to stay here and go to school.  Thanksgiving was nice although I got barked at for not being dressy [I hate being dressy]

December
At the end of the year, we began to move all of our stuff to our new present apartment, although Christmas ended on a sour note, New Year's will not be a problem...it looks great thought, I have to finish unpacking in the spare bedroom, but I have to place everything in the closet for right now...

Anyway that's my Year in Review I hope everyone had a good 2007, and if not pray or hope that 2008 will be a better year for you and you friends and family.

Thanks and have a Happy new Year
Shannon R.

hmm... when I think on things that happened with my friend and his ex wife...the chorus of a Maroon 5 song come in mind...


WAKE UP CALL!!
caught you in the morning with another one in my bed...
Don't you care about me anymore...
Don't you care about me...I DON'T THINK SO!

But anyway that's that... but that was kinda funny...anyway

The Challenge is on Nanowrimo 2007 has begun, and I'm ready to rock...here comes...Animal Farm...Not to be confused with George Orwell's Animal Farm, but a sci-fi/fantasy adventure...

last time I posted here, I said I was going to get married, well, I also moved in with my fiancée as well, I have to realize that it's all about her...because if I don't I will once again live alone...I must be with her, I don't want to be distant to her...on another thought...Cuba Gooding Jr. was at my job yesterday...didn't have time to get an autograph, work had to be done!  Anyway need to be closer with Tabitha...I want to...

That's all there is to it...

The wedding is in two years...yes...lots of time to plan...

I can't believe what is really going on right now, so I'll get to the point...

24 years... he has been playing music...
In the 24 years that he was playing music I never seen this happen...
In the 16 years I have known him...I have never could believe that this would be the end...
In the last 7 months...it almost seems that the life he had...comes crashing down...
And just now he gives up his dream because of the fiasco that he has gotten himself into...

But don't believe me... read this...
My friend's ultimate failure...GAME OVER!

That's life??  So what??? Don't give up because one horrible thing happens...I haven't given up yet...neither should any of my friends!  Like the song says..."You ain't seen bouncing back!!"  Giving up your dreams  means everyone that wants you to fail...won...don't do that....

MK:  I have something to tell you...

SK:  What is it...

MK:  It is of confidential and secret issue...

SK:  I see and you want me to keep it a secret...

MK:  Yes...I want for you to keep it a secret...

SK:  Sounds simple enough...

MK:  By the way where are you?

SK:  (in a cardboard box somewhere...)  Let's just say in order to keep this mission a secret...others must not know about it...and I kinda forget secrets so it's safe with me...


So that's that I'm sworn to secrecy with a vital message...

anyway, some bad news...my girlfriend had to go to the hospital...had a bad bedsore...

Now for some good news...

She went through surgery she's going to be all right... and...

I received the final Harry Potter book...I'll read it, once I get around finishing "Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince."  But yeah, they just got back from Comic-Con and they said San Diego was fabulous...

Anyway, I received a mission...it's confidential...

(001) Your gender: Male
(002) Sexual orientation: Heterosexual
(003) Single? Yes and not looking, TAKEN
(004) Do you want to be? NO, I WANNA BE LOVED!
(005) Your birthday: 07/06/1979
(006) Age you wish you were: 18, so I can redo college over!
(007) Your height: 5' 10"
(008) The color of your eyes: Brown
(009) The color of your hair: Black
(010) Piercings: No
(011) Tattoos: not my cup of tea...

DO YOU
(012) Smoke? No
(013) Do drugs? NO
(014) Read the newspaper? Yes ^^
(015) Pray? Need to do it...
(016) Talk to strangers who IM you? Why not?
(017) Take walks in the rain? Yep, not like I used to...
(018) Drive? Nope..Need to
(019) Like to drive fast? Nope...The Law hates speeders
(020) Hurt yourself? Tripping in not cool...

(021) Been out of the country? no
(022) Been in love? Yes and dating the love of my life
(023) Done drugs? Nope
(024) Gone skinny dipping? Nope and not going to do it...
(025) Had any type of surgery? Yeap
(026) Ran away from home? no, but everyone thinks
(027) Played strip poker? sorry, can't say I did
(028) Gotten beaten up? yes, and retaliated tenfold!
(029) Been picked on? yes, which pisses me off!
(030) Been on stage? yes,
(031) Slept outdoors? does a cabin count as outside??
(032) Thought about suicide? yes
(033) Pulled an all-nighter? yes
(034) If yes, what is your record? 36 hours, NEVER DO THAT AGAIN!
(035) Talked on the phone all night? nope
(036) Slept with the opposite sex without having sex? I sleep Alone...if not with my "Kitty"!
(037) Slept all day? wish I did
(038) Killed someone? no,
(039) Made out with a stranger? no..
(041) Had sex with a stranger? I rather not talk about it
(042) Kissed the same sex? no
(043) Done anything sexual with the same sex? no
(044) Been betrayed? Yes, so many times
(045) Broken the law? yep...
(046) Met a famous person? Steve Harvey and Johnnie Cochran
(047) Been on radio/TV? Radio? TV Yes..
(048) Been in a mosh-pit? no..
(049) Had a nervous breakdown? no
(050) Been criticized about your sexual performance? Let's not talk about that...

APPAREL
(052) Shoe brand? Converse!
(053) What are you normally wearing to school/work? Jason's Deli Uniform
(054) Wear hats? baseball caps
(055) Are you guilty of judging other people by their clothing? Nope
(056) Do you wear make-up daily? uh...I'm a guy and no...
(057) Favorite place to shop: hm...I don't know...
(058) Favorite article of clothing: Black Hakama and Black Sleeveless Kung-Fu shirt
(059) Are you trendy: nope

DO YOU BELIEVE IN


(060) Life on other planets: no
(061) Miracles? yes
(062) Astrology? yes
(063) Magic? yes
(064) God? I fear anyone who doesn't...
(065) Satan? yep...
(066) Santa? YES
(067) Ghosts? yes
(068) Luck? yes
(069) Love at first sight? How I ended up with Tabitha!
(070) Yin and Yang? Of course
(071) Witches? I know some
(072) Easter bunny? If he's chocolate
(073) Fidelity? yes, If only I can find someone pretty and nice
(074) A pot of gold at the end of the rainbow? Nope...

LOVE
(075) Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section title? No?
(076) Do you remember your first love? yeah
(077) Still love him/her? Yep
(078) Do you consider love a mistake? Nope
(079) What do you find romantic? Lying in a bed, cuddling and whispering sweet nothings to each other
(080) Turn-on: dark hair, Dark eyes, otaku chicks, smart nymphos [Tabitha]
(081) Turn-off: vain women, gold digging women, women who think I'm a psycho...
(082) Do you base your judgment on looks alone? No
(083) Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out? wouldn't matter to me...
(084) Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive? um no...
(085) Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking? Not at all...
(086) What's the last present someone gave you? $20
(087) Are you in love? Yeah!

WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...

(088) That you laughed at? A group from Chicago [but their comedians]
(089) That laughed at you? high school students
(090) That turned you on? Tabitha
(091) You went shopping with? Tabitha
(092) To disappoint you? a friend of the family
(093) To ask you out? Tabitha
(094) To make you cry? don't know
(095) To brighten up your day? To see that my grandmother was doing fine..
(096) That you thought about? Sex
(097) You saw a movie with? Tabitha; saw Ratatouille
(098) You talked to on the phone? Tabitha
(099) You talked to through IM? Mariko, my "little sister"
(100) You saw? my nephew, Jaylin
(101) You turned down? HOW THE HELL I CAN TURN SOMEONE DOWN WHEN NO ONE ASKS ME...IF I DID I WOULD, NO ONE IS TAKING ME AWAY FROM TABITHA!

WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU

(104) Smiled? Just a second ago
(105) Laughed? Watching..."The Power Rangers MY WAY Parody"
(106) Cried? unknown
(107) Bought something? Nothing
(108) Danced? does playing DDR count?
(109) Were sarcastic? Two months ago...
(110) Hugged/kissed Hugged and kissed Tabitha last night, and made out (mmmm!!).
(111) Talked to an enemy? ? Why would I talk to an enemy?
(112) Watched your favorite movie? I don't remember
(113) Talked on the phone? 1/2 hour
(114) Listened to the radio? Nope
(115) Watched TV? Watching the news now..
(116) Went out? Last night
(117) Helped someone? Today at work
(118) Sang? Two hours ago...
(119) Said "I love you"? told Tabby that before we got off the phone together..
(120) Been drunk? MFM
SEX!
(120) Are you a virgin? Nope
(122) If not, how old were you when you lost it? 19
If so, how old would you like to be when you lose it? n/a
(123) what is the kinkiest thing you've ever done? NOTHING,
(124) what is the kinkiest thing you'd Like to do? Well, lick honey from a pretty girl's breasts
(125) Favorite position Missionary!
(126) Describe your idea of seducing your mate as a surprise. kissing her on the neck,
(127) Describe how you'd like to be seduced. sweet whispering...
(128) Share a fantacy. do I have to...let's just say it has to do with large breasted schoolgirls!
(129) would you consider haveing a "pet"/slave? Tabitha is already my pet!
(130) would you consider being a "pet"/slave? I'm already Tabitha's pet
(131) do you remember your first kiss? Yeah
(132) What is your favorite intimate thing to do? I don't know...I'd say making out!
(133) Assuming you masterbate, do you use toys? no
(134) Ever masterbated in public? no
(135) Ever had sex in public? nope, it's all private
(136) would you want to? Hell no...
(137) ever watched someone have sex [not a porno] Yeeesss and did not want to visualize that..
(138) Has someone ever watched you have sex? Hell no and don't want to.
(139) If you could make a porn film, what would you call it? Melancholy
(140) Ever used Food in your sexual play? ARE YOU NUCKING FUTS...NO!
(141) Ever do Role Reversal? DO I HAVE TO REPEAT MYSELF DAMN...
(142) Ever used sex to get what you want/need? no, unless its to win an argument...
(143) Ever used sex as a weapon Ie; "if you don't do this you won't get laid" HELL NO!
(144) Ever flashed someone? NO
(145) Ever been flashed? YES
(146) Ever call a sex number? by mistake
(147) would you consider having a 900 number? ...no
(148) Ever woke up the next morning and went WTF?! After a night of drunken sex? DON'T REMIND ME..
(149) Ever dated someone Just for the sex? HELL NO..
(150) Are you glad this survey is over? YES
(151) Think it could have been longer? not really but...

For the record shown since I did this last time, I met a girl...damn she's a nympho...AND SHE'S MINE!

If I done any wrong...I'm sorry...

I am grateful for him finding me a girlfriend...but it doesn't change anything...he was wrong. But I never seen anyone near suicidal...until last Monday Night. The words I said and the actions I was going to do to my best friend physically...hit him psychically. Maybe it was divine justice, I'm going with that. Damn...the mind is a dangerous weapon. Anyway, if meeting up with him was a bad thing...I'm sorry, we didn't knew he was coming...he just popped up you know. I know how much she didn't want me around him, me and Tabitha running into him was a total accident! But I never knew for a moment that I was NOT supposed to be around him, she could have told me...

She has the right to delete me...
If the apology wasn't enough...I believe this is goodbye...
Hate to leave a good friend behind but, she has the last right...

I haven't posted here in a while but I would like to get somet

Things change and people change...I lost a good friend because of my best friend's behavior, I don't
understand why she would do it to me...but It's her life, I can't control it...

That's the bad news...

The good news is I have a girlfriend, her name is Tabitha...we hit it off real well, and I think this will be a really cute and challenging relationship, since this is my first and she was crazy about meeting me!

anyway, that's what's up in the world with me...see you later...

I really need a female sex friend or a super nerdy, and horny girlfriend...damn! I craving sex again, I need to curb this desire like now...either find someone who begs for it, or try not to desire from it.

UPDATE:  found her!!!  But will it be too much!

I just received a new digital camera, this one has a preview screen...so A-Kon pics...Here I come...another thing, while testing it out...a parrot was on a telephone pole!!! How farking nuts was that...

Before I go blowing steam on who's to blame,

I finally got the other side of this bad phase...

I got her side and now I got my friend's side...

truth be told I'm on no one's side...

Because what he said is right....The two people that need to talk...ARE NOT TALKING!!

but he's okay now and all is right with the world, he also replaced his DS (Silver!)

(Which the running gag is in check still we need a new Pink DS Hero [also we Still need Green and Yellow, but that's another story])

I HOPE NO ONE GETS OFFENDED BUT THIS IS A SERIOUS MATTER!!

from am FAR (www.amfar.org)

Did you know...

A total of 39.5 million people now live with HIV/AIDS

2.2 million of them are under the age of 15

In 2006, an estimated 4.3 million people were infected with HIV

530,000 were under the age of 15

Every day 12,000 people contract HIV – 500 every hour.

In 2006, 2.9 million people died from AIDS
380,000 of them were under the age of 15. That's one child dying per minute.

15 million children around the world have been orphaned by AIDS, losing one or both parents to the disease.

Well where I'm from that can double time after time...now I know I'm going off the bat when I say this...but if you don't what's going on with you and your other...get tested...I got tested yesterday and the subject was the outcome...

I came out negative for HIV

But that still doesn't say... I can have unprotected sex (I can. but I like taking precautions)...neither should my LJ, GJ, MySpace, or any of my friends in that matter...now I'm not saying don't have unprotected sex...but talk to your sex partner [make sure you have only one please...] now if you don't want anything to happen to you or your partner while having sex...use a condom...[that's right my brothers of another color, put some rubber armor on your little knight, so when he goes into the cave of love, he doesn't come out looking bad...that's if you don't want nothing to happen, or unless you want a new knight in the family...by all means go for it, but play safe...] use lube with your condom, and when I mean a condom, I just don't mean for vaginal sex...I mean all around...anal, oral, and vaginal...[you can't fool me, I know some of you out there are gay, so wear a condom for anal sex, and by all means use one for oral sex...hey they got some weird condoms out there with flavors..but still wear a condom...

once again...I'm not venting or ranting...this is serious business...hey I use condoms...while having vaginal sex with my lover...

sorry if any of this offended any of you...but that's my two cents for the day...

I have a poll up...

Poll #948387 Hyperactivity...okay or annoying
Open to: All, detailed results viewable to: All, participants: 1

Hyperactive people, okay to be around or annoying as hell

I went to my friend's wedding...it was nice and all, and I decided to help out a bit too, I can't just leave without helping anyone. I did it because I like being nice...

Although everything went fine...the plan was to push some poor sap to get the garter...

THAT PLAN WAS A BIG FAT FAILURE!!

I ended up with the bride's garter...so I am the next groom...I hope not...

I actually understand what is wrong with me...but I have already known this...why I believe I can't do anything, why I can't find anyone...I am emotionally unstable...I guess it's because I've been kicked around all of my life, I do everything that people request me to do...I live on demand [that's called obeidence...I was one who raised by a black Conservative Christian grandmother [yeah the bible is a tool of law and it will be used when it can!]...I easily give in...I don't like practical jokes not anymore, why all of my friends have girlfriends and I don't...why I lack stability of my actions, my feelings and my emotions. I just think somethings are not meant to be...but at the same time...I'm trying to be as cold when I need to...that and I have a dangerous temper which I try to control...

Here are a couple of things I noticed about people nowadays

1. Confidence...guys must have it to get a girl...People love a showstopper, I don't try to do something like that, yeah I'm hyper as hell, but I hate when people tell me that I'm annoying.

2. Girls love cars and money...they don't care about a man's health problems, they care about what am I driving...I have sleep depravation...and I don't like it when I'm told get a car because it's reliable transportation. I could go on about why I shouldn't get one...[this woman who was riding the bus with me, started to rant on my she doesn't like cars...but then again...she's not really a superficial woman.]

3. Go search for someone...why? If most people tell me to wait...let me wait for the right one...because finding a girlfriend now...will only make heartbreak later...so let me wait...

4. I am a quiet person some of the time, it's because...I was taught that if you were told to be quiet, people would respect you...hey I'm a stupid tool of society and a nerd...but at the same time, I like to talk to be friendly.. so there...

Edit: 5. Did I mention All women love confidence...don't shoot the fuck out of mine because I talk about my feelings...fuck! I know I can be depressed or at least emo at times...it's because these conceited people, even from my own race thinks my hyperactivity is annoying. I don't care my hyperactivity is part of my confidence. But people always think that I have to be calm and like them all of the time...guilt is a dangerous word, so I have decided to be this way who I am because of it...rebellion=trouble, but at the same rebellion=attraction WHAT A FUCKING EXCUSE!!!

Edit 6. That saying "Nice guys finish last!" from most young girls...they think that's true, from most guys...they want to say it's true...but from most men and women and people of authority...it's bullshit! Don't get on my fucking nerves because I like to help people and be friendly, my kindness may not win young girls who rather a bad boy, but lest not forget...they're the first that most women come running to crying over their "bad" boyfriends. And most of the girls i talk to...hate bad boys, because they are insecure and just plain assholes.

7. That does remind me...I HATE ASSHOLES WITH A PASSION...I loathe them, thinking that they rule everything...that's because they think they do...and I hate it...they take advantage of the situation. Is something wrong with people today and not being "by the book" I guess the fuck it is...then again...I wanted to burn the book, but to see the world that so many of my teachers, administrators, supervisors, friends and what not made to help me out...go against them, that's something I don't want to do...although that has already happened.

8. About what I'm proud of...I'm proud to be a nerd, I'm proud to be hyper, I'm proud to be who the hell I am and what the hell I do, I am a crazy anime and video game fan. I like to cook, I like to do silly things, I like to sing, I like to play billiards, althougth I'm not good at it...I want to have fun and not be given a dirty look because of the way I dance, the way I sing, the way I live my life. Hyperactivity may be annoying for those who like to "Chill out" 75 percent of the fucking time...but this a part of me...STAY THE FUCK UP OUT OF MY BUSINESS! My lifestyle is none of anyone's business to criticize, I believe that being the totally eccentric, nerdy, true hearted, nice person that I am...is what I love about me...yeah I'm may go Emo for a bit, but when your confidence gets slashed left and right through school makes you go...I would just give everyone who thought of me as an annoying hyper person from my past and present...I give youa big FUCK YOU....and for those who like me being who I am...a big...THANK YOU for standing beside me!!

And I'm out...